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retarddxx
Laoma.Panyin
Retardgirl#1.VengYi
Retardgirl#2.YingTing
Retardgirl#3.Michelle
ToiletBowl.DengYin.
Cousin.GarYim
Adna
Yanni
&myself;ancestorCAS.

Bimbotic Diamonds<3
D-lock;ZhengYang
I-lock;Jonathan
A-key;Peishi
M-key;ME!
O-key;siewlin
N-key;Veron
D-key;Charlene

SSAQT,swimmers,
Jerome kor
Mathew ShuaiGe
Weipei
Jialong
Wilson
Simon
-although we have gone separate ways, i'll never forget all of you.

CHERISH.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

"i dno how much you meant to me, until i lost you."

im starting to CHERISH the people around me. even if they were new friends i made, I WILL care and love them from now.

sometimes, it's until you lost something, will you then learn to treasure it.

my grandma's admitted to hospital again. it's really not a good sign. people say.

i wonder if its cause of all the wrongdoings and evil deeds ive committed that brought the one i love, misfortunes, misery and mishaps.

i hate myself, stood in t middle of t road. i just wanted a car to just crash me down. somehow, it'd lessen my pain heh.

had PE today. thou i wasnt feeling well, i told myself. i need to inflict myself with physical pain to get rid of the emotional pain im enduring now. yes, endure's t word.

伤心的时候，最有效，是跑。因为，你的泪水会成为汗水。

heard from tong who heard from qiongshan.
i think it really makes sense.
that's why i alwys indulge myself in runs. and sprints to clear all th unhappiness within me.

yes, and even after crying after my run,noone noticed. effective, aint it?

in fact,physical pain can never surpass emotional pain.

(we had a new pe teacher today. she's a really nice athletics senior yupps. took over jingjie. and she thought i cheated my runs today :X was still hoping she remembered me, but well D:)

let's run! - strieks enthusiastically.

i need to find purpose in my life. i have to stop thinking about you. i have to stop pondering over the mmrs. i have to stop being jealous when i see you flirting with other GIRLS. i have to get you out of my life. i have to convince myself i no longer mean anything to you. i have to tell myself that even if it was one glance, it was not directed at me.

i really need you. but now,its time to move on. (thanks gk xD)

he's at that distance, i cant seem to reach.

"MAYBE IT'S TRUE, I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU."

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