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Loves. Laoma.Panyin Retardgirl#1.VengYi Retardgirl#2.YingTing Retardgirl#3.Michelle ToiletBowl.DengYin. Cousin.GarYim Adna Yanni &myself;ancestorCAS. Bimbotic Diamonds<3 D-lock;ZhengYang I-lock;Jonathan A-key;Peishi M-key;ME! O-key;siewlin N-key;Veron D-key;Charlene SSAQT,swimmers, Jerome kor Mathew ShuaiGe Weipei Jialong Wilson Simon -although we have gone separate ways, i'll never forget all of you.
Friday, January 30, 2009 EMO mood. cos love is blind and friendship is blind too. im a loner who has noone beside me. (gad,you pathetic freak *points at myself*) i dint know so many people hated me so much,until dave and stuffs. i had been fooled until sec3,and things got worse now.
Tuesday, January 27, 2009 wells,things are going fine for me. but sometimes,mmrs'll start to flood back. yest,first day of cny,i cant believe i passed by CCK polyclinic during my visiting,and i had to tk of . and i had to see bus 985,and tk of him. sighs,i wanna go mars,and forget whatever that's happened on earth. whee,but i'll miss gf,and retards,and diamonds,and mama,papa,ahma,and cherie mei. so,i gna live on for you guys. even when th whole world turns their backs on me,i hope you guys'll be there for me,alwys. love,shall wait till i find my dashing prince. no more curly hairs,pimply face,and large head. :D HAPPY CNY,all my beloveds <3 Saturday, January 24, 2009 i prolly still lk him. but after all that he's done, it's time to forget evth. life is a maze, love is a riddle. yes,love'll be a riddle i'll never solve,for t rest of my life. Labels: where is dave? Friday, January 23, 2009 it's hard to see someone you lk,dont lk you. it's worse to see someone you lk,lk someone else. it's worser to see someone you lk,attached with someone,who's your friend. Today i witnessed what friends are for. Thanks for standing up for me,choy and gar. I know you guys wanna take revenge for me. But those tiny lil paper stuff aint gonna help yeah? I gonna be fine. and we have all th time in th world to get back at him,right? thanks,and i love you guys. hehs,let's get ready the brooms and dustpans to get ready for a partaye! FIRE AT THAT BIG HEAD. RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE,FOR A BINGO. (prize:no more leehanqians in the world:D) ben lee. just scram from my blog. you freaking told me how much you LOVE yingting,yet told her you dint love her long time ago. why act infront of me,lk you're such a nice guy,yet backstab me. Get lost,and stop those worthless tags you're having. Scold me for all you want,it aint gonna hurt me. so stop all th annonys and -. leehanqian, how could you be so cruel,unfeeling,evil,wicked? it was bad enough that you made promises yet broke all of them,it was worse that you called me thickface and pathetic when i freaking dint do anything to you. it's even worser that you told the entire whole world that IM THE ONE WHO FREAKING INITIATED A BROKE UP. Please make it clear,it was YOU who did evth. it was you who hurt me. So stop your nonsense. If you love to play with girls,im sorry you've found the wrong person. If you're looking for someone to bully,im sorry you are stupid enough to think im nice to get bullied. But so sorry,im someone who'll fall down and stand up again. So what if YOU did push me down,i can get up real fast and strong. so,i see,you're having fun wasting your energy,yeah? Guys who bully girls,arent guys. So,i reckon Guys who ask his friends to scold a girl,aint one either,yeah jerk? get a life. if you think i boosted your ego,i hope this post'll let you know,you are not the NO.1 in my world. You are not my evth. Ask your DEAR friends to scram from my blog. I dont kill. Unless you start the fight. Retreat and i will. Get it,big head? I forgot to tell you. Dont criticise ChinHui or Dave infront of me. you have no right,cos you are way worse than them. Tuesday, January 20, 2009 BIG BAD BALONEY HEAD(with extra pimples and disfigured face)pineapple lee, i am ready for a fight. monster eugene has alrdy agreed to bring down his people. so im giving you a chance to get YOUR people,cos i may attack you anytime. even without you knowing. if yknow,i aint gonna stand and let you whack me. whack me once,and you gonna get ten times more. prolly,jiakang's gang and eugene's gang gonna work. you better get prepared,big bad baloney head. 我是不好惹的。 i love 5k,cos i really love 5k alot. tks f being such lovely classmates. 5k,woots. PS: i love soccer more than basketball,now :D to the so anonymous -. wow,im so scandalized! omniscent i am,thanks f tt,i'll take it as th compliment. applaud me when i get t nobel peace prize. i'd rather be omniscent than be a dimwit lk you. if you fucking dint know,i am living a very happy life. i forgot how many days i've been smiling and laughing. no tears,gone to waste,dear dimwit. omg,dont dear me,i aint close to you,and i aint gonna wanna be. so,to continue being a dimwit at my blog,or an omniscent 'prof',it's your choice. but if you get it(i forgot ure a dimwit),im asking you to scram and poof off. Sunday, January 18, 2009
oh yeah,there was this show on channel8. and lol,the leads are zhiwei and shuxian lol! :D fucking assholes, if you aint gonna put your big name, then just scram outta here. i dont need you to tell me what to do,FRIENDS OF LEEHQ. if you stand for justice, stop screaming at me here. if you fucking think it's fake,then ask your dear friend leehq. hehs,he confidently annouced he has lots of friends,and im pathetic to ask him to be my friend. OMFH,OMFG. yes,scram and let me be a loner,yeah? those scars on my heart,i will make you pay for it,bit by bit,one by one. you will see. Thursday, January 15, 2009 retards>5k 5k>4b ily,kuku! it is crazy,stupid,and ridiculous to love someone with no looks and character. i dint know i was so stupid until today. goodbye,jerks of t world. get outta my life. im looking for my new life. wanna be friends,say hi, stop giving me tt stupid awkwardly looking face,it makes me puke,so stop it. Monday, January 12, 2009 5 lil kukus and 3 queer guys ♥ (im so gna love my class) but i hate going t schl cos you are in schl. i hate looking at you,and tkin of what baddie stuff you've done. goodbye,my love. time has come. congrats to all who have done so well. and woots my grandma's sister's granddaughter acheived straight As. omfg. and congrats to jiakang,he's got into his schl of his choice! :D yayy,remember our date out to celebrate and partaye! woots,all's phew! Friday, January 9, 2009 当你忘了不开心的事，你会开始看到一个更美丽的世界。 - 沈丽莹。 hehs. jiakang has enlightened me really well. (he is officially proved as the top love expert in th world :D) tks,and yes,guess you're t only one who understand Guys lol! xP woots,it'll be a few more days to schl,and a few more days to olvl hcl release. jiakang and everyone else,must tell me your scores yeah? :D （因为你不爱我，让我特别痛苦。） Thursday, January 8, 2009 if you're looking for hot guys,pop down to 5K. if you're looking for mics,pop down to 5D. if you're looking for cassandra's best friends,pop down to 5P. :D i cant wait to sch on mon. (but,spare me t result slip!) Friday, January 2, 2009 there are two paths left for me now. to be a lesbian,or to love him forever. (and you'd know which path i will take duh. im straight.)
all th sleepless nights,and insomnia is killing me. if you dont see me anymore,tht means im dead. i have chosen to die to end th hurt im experiencing now. goodbye,to those who love me. hello,hellguards. i realised this song really suits me and my emotions. so i left it here. and played it in my ears a thousand billion of times. (cos i no longer dare to hear 简单爱。） 安静了。 只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里 (cos you left me) 梦想中 属於我们的婚礼 (you promised t marry me,yet left me with this broken dream) 却成了 单人结婚进行曲 (see my pathetic state?) 在这场爱情角力的拔河里 爱我还是爱你 你选择了自己 wo~ (you've chosen to have your life back. you've chosen not to love me,you've chosen your own freedom. shld i still love you?) 撒娇的 可爱的 迷人的 爱哭的 照片里 曾经的 都是你喜欢的 (i wanted to be t best girl for you,but you dint give me any chance,and left to mend the hurt you caused to me) 如今我还在原地 (yes,i still love you lk before,but even more now.) 你却走回你的记忆 (no,you forgot all th mmrs,while i had to pick all t broken pieces of mmrs you threw away.) 你说我爱你太多 就快要把你淹没 (yeah,i really love you,now it seems lk it's th most heinous crime i ever commited. police,catch me,bring me to th prison in hell,i dont feel lk living anymore. give me th death sentence,take me away from earth.) 你害怕幸福 短暂一秒就崩落 (isnt that me? you cant seem to care.) 分开是一种解脱 让你好好的想过 (yes,you're prolly happy im no longer there to irritate you. i've given you your life,say thanks to me D:) 我想要的那片天空 你是不是能够给我 (no more,you've said it. there's nothing between us. would you still love me,would you still marry me?) 你说我给你太多 却不能给我什麽 (yes,you really told me tt. but you can. your love is enough for me to survive. pls? pls just accept my love,and give me love too?) 分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑 (yeah,you cant seem to differentiate a promise, eternity,and fury. fury has caused you to lose all th promises you promised would last for eternity.) 爱情是一道伤口 我们各自苦痛 (are you hurt for hurting me? i doubt so. you're happily enjoying life without me.) 沉默是我最後温柔 是因为我太爱你 (maybe it's true i shld shut up. and die. ILY,wont solve anything. death is t only way t stop blood from drooling from my broken heart.) 只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里 梦想中 属於我们的婚礼 安静了 在我枕边的梦里 我知道相爱原本就不容易 爱不是一场雨 努力就有结局 wo~ （im sure as long as i perservere on,i will be able to get your love back again. dont make me wrong kay,my last love-pineapple?) 撒娇的 可爱的 迷人的 爱哭的 照片里 曾经的 都是你爱着你的 连假的泪还温热 (my tears are all real,they are full of love.) 却没有人握我的手 (i miss holding your hands. i miss you.) 你说我爱你太多 就快要把你淹没 你害怕幸福 短暂一秒就崩落 分开是一种解脱 让你好好的想过 我想要的那片天空 你是不是能够给我 你说我给你太多 却不能给我什麽 分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑 爱情是一道伤口 我们各自苦痛 沉默是我最後温柔 是因为我太爱你 my dad's bday is yest. &in order to not let my parents worry,i successfully refrained myself from sms-ing him till 10 o clock at night. i still dont understand why i have to be left in such a pathetic state. is it a crime to love someone so deeply? he promised so much. he even thought of marriage. at least,th very least,can you stop ignoring me? am i such a nuisance? why must you say tt im irritating you? why cant i sms you just ONCE a day? i reflected much. just lk what 李景枚(i dont know her name) in 心花朵朵开 said: when you've found that th guy infront of you is t perfect and right one,cherish him,or else it will be too late. it's my fault. if i had treasured him and loved him more,all this would not have happened. even my 16 A4 pages long love letter cant do t trick. (it's handwritten and full of love,yknow?) but,he rejected it straight. th letter,th present,and my love. shld i continue to love a guy who dont love me back? a billion billion people told me,NO. but my heart keeps on saying: go on,and you'll one day,touch him with your love. shld i perhaps follow my heart,or heck it,and rip it into pieces? ohwells,my heart has long been torn,without anyone to mend. 2009 is here. everyone sent me sms-es praying for my wish to come true. and here's my wish,would you guys pls pls help me fulfil this 2009 wish? I WISH THAT WE WOULD BE TGT AGAIN. i pray and hope and wish that my wish would come true,will you guys be praying with me? (hey girls outt there,dont grab him before i do,yeah?,then you'll be able to help me fulfil my wish!) i really really really love him. i cant forget him. i miss him. i want him. pls. :{ Labels: my wish is to be tgt with him ♥ |
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