Monster War.

Loves.

retarddxx
Laoma.Panyin
Retardgirl#1.VengYi
Retardgirl#2.YingTing
Retardgirl#3.Michelle
ToiletBowl.DengYin.
Cousin.GarYim
Adna
Yanni
&myself;ancestorCAS.

Bimbotic Diamonds<3
D-lock;ZhengYang
I-lock;Jonathan
A-key;Peishi
M-key;ME!
O-key;siewlin
N-key;Veron
D-key;Charlene

SSAQT,swimmers,
Jerome kor
Mathew ShuaiGe
Weipei
Jialong
Wilson
Simon
-although we have gone separate ways, i'll never forget all of you.

environmental society

Friday, January 29, 2010

If you're passionate about Nature, the Environment.
This is the SIA (student initiated activity) FOR YOU.

Join Now.
Approach ME for more details. im cassandra 6k btws.

you'll get cca points, realistically speaking.

so,what's holding you back?

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im sad cause i saw you.

sometimes i really really believe in affinity.
like affinity to see you on t bus.
affinity to hear your voice in a distant (if it was meant for me to hear)
affinity to see you just when i was talking about you.

well,affinity is miraculous.
it brings people together,and brings people apart.

i trusted in tt affinity between us. and till now,i still do.

read your messages before leaving school today.
i didnt know how much i miss you.

hmms,i miss your voice on t phone.
once,tried to call you.
but i just didnt dare to speak.
so left t phone ringing.
but,glad you didn pick up.
i wont know what to say to you.
like: "how are you?"
"you're with someone else now rights?"
"h0w's h1 econs?"
LIKE srsly,what can i say after hurting you and whatsoever?
do i even have t RIGHT to TALK/even look at you.
No. i dont. maybe few years down t road,we can still look at each other in t eye and say HI.
but for now,it's not TIME FOR MIRACLES.

now,ure happy. with a new girl.
at least,im glad ure happy.
YOU WERE NEVER HAPPY WHEN YOU WERE WITH ME.
:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

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grossed.

Saturday, January 23, 2010

our GP teacher thought us that there are double-edged swords.
that's not at all bloodcurdling or intimidating.
but what about, a double-edged face.
where either side causes harm,you dno where to protect yourself from it.

Jhosy: yo dude! &thanks yupps.

Hey: since u have ALOT of things to say (which i dno why you have, since i DONT EVEN KNOW YOU), but thrash evth out here) its so scary. you said u meant no bad intentions. but what's with: "y ur so pathetic?" and "stop your 'im a loner' shit" YOU DONT CALL THAT BAD INTENTIONS? sorry. althou my friends have asked me t ignore you,i cant seem to erase what more crazy stuff you gonna do to me. so now,say whatever you want to me,and end it here. all th unhappy stuff and things you hate about me,tell it all at one go. if u have nothing against me or anything, why would it be AWKWARD if we cross paths in SCHOOL? omg. what do you know about me? how are you related to me? okay. at least, you can help by answering this qs. are you from 6f?

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tag replies

Friday, January 22, 2010

Char: thanks char! yeahs,trying to get my mind off all these stuffs. but grr. im weak :(

Hey: yeahs. but if u wanna try and make up for all t hurt u caused,maybe your BIG name would make great difference. so name please. add me. on msn. you shld knw it. ivle.

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the meaning of love,shakespeare spelt it out

William Shakespeare Sonnet 116, A Love Sonnet from Shakespeare. Shakespeare love sonnet valentine:

Let me not to the marriage of true minds love needs no reason

Admit impediments. Love is not love there is always obstacles to love

Which alters when it alteration finds, but it can be overcome with alterations

Or bends with the remover to remove:

O no! it is an ever-fixed mark

That looks on tempests and is never shaken;

It is the star to every wandering bark, the star (your soulmate) will lead you through tough times

Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken. although noone notices him, you do.

Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks love overcomes the test of time.

Within his bending sickle's compass come:

Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks,

But bears it out even to the edge of doom.

If this be error and upon me proved,

I never writ, nor no man ever loved. therefore,if evth above is wrong,there is no existence of love.

William Shakespeare

(1564 - 1616)

i think this poem makes alot of sense.
the words in purple are my analysis of t poem
sorry,im not a lit student,and althou i love literary canons,i admit my comprehending skills suck,

well,i think my love is proven (:

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234th for an unworthy.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Hey. my 234th post is dedicated to you. be honoured and glorified for tt yupps.
i dno wht motives ure here for.

are u here,thnkg im all alone,so u wanna make me feel worse.
im sorry. i didn knw ure t one who ran me down.
take back my words tt ure appreciated

somehow i am now very receptive to your words.
like do you really mean wht u say.

gimme your big name.
since i glorified u,ur name ought to be glorified.

i dont tk certificates with a name 'Hey' has any significance.

P.S. sorry. i realise how hard is it t accept someone once uve got hurt by before.

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im unhappy,sorry.

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

i hate myself.
i hate myself for not being able to abide to me 2010 motto, to be happy.
i broke down.
im not as strong as all my friends think.
im really weak.

when i saw him with a girl,my heart ached real bad. yet in front of my friends,i just had to manipulate with my tangled heart,to ostensibly put up a strong front.
sorry. im just a mere fake.

and my grandma's just admitted to t hospital. im really worried.

i really dont wanna lose someone i love so much. i feel lk keeping t people i love so dearly, by my side.
ive alrd lost someone i love so much. i dont wanna lose anyone else.
stick them close to me,so close i can feel their heartbeat,
i miss hearing your heartbeat close to me,i miss your voice,your smile,your smell.
i dno why i miss you so much,when ure no longer mine,no longer with me.

is it possession or love?
i dno. but audaciously spoken,i am not a despo freak.
call me that,and let me prove you wrong.
i dont lk you to stare at me,lk as if ive done all t guys in t world wrong.

i can only admit guiltily that ive let down one guy. and im feeling culpable for it.
i wanna atone for my mistakes. but he's far away. that i can only see his shadows, cojoined with another shadow with beautiful hair.

i hope ure happy. at least it'll let me know, me letting you go is the right decision.
and ure happy without me. with her.

i miss ur love.

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a haircut,its a representation of my motives.

Monday, January 18, 2010

i got a shock when i reached schl today.
i thot i wld give people a shock, but t year6 guys in our schl actually did drastic changes to their looks.
hahah at first i thot they were just preparing for entering of army,then i heard friends say that they were defiant agnst steven. but well, hahah stanley confirmed our assumptions. they did it for fun.

and why did i get a haircut.
i just and really wanted to forget all the unhappy stuff that happened in the past month. and well,as what i told stanley, this is a new beginning.
hmms,i think this is a re-enactment of cruel temptation when encai cut her hair so as to forget all her unhappy mmrs. i merely, copied her. had t same hairstyle as her too,prolly a lil shorter thou.

i wanna be happy. we all live on earth,with two option, being happy or depressed. why not live with the former, since you still gotta live it on.

soon,and hopefully, my love,family,studies,swimming,choir troubles would sweep past me lk a forlorn dream.
till then,it'll be over.

joelle: hey!<3

Hey: thanks for t tag. ure appreciated.
P.S. hmms,this is t first time an anonymous tagger actually wrote positive stuff about me. so, thanks. and i really appreciate it.

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frustrated over gossipmongers.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

I have to say it BIG AND CLEAR.
I HATE PEOPLE WHO GOSSIPS ABOUT ME,AND WORST,TELL ALL T BAD STUFFS I DIDN DO,TO MY CLOSEST FRIENDS.

this is th most cruellest thing anyone can do.
gossip about me,being despo or anythng and whatever.
worst,tell myclosest friends,they're wrong t mix with me and blah blah.

i mean,this hurts real bad.
i dn understand why people from rv love doing this.
althou they may not mean it.
but it does hurt. badly.
not just t me,but t my friends.

and if you thnk you ever have CLOSE friends.
think about it.
do YOU ever gossip about SOMEONE close to you.
come on,think before you speak.
isnt tt a simple, and straightforward logic.

we all gossip. but dont gossip till it hurts someone.
you know,your actions dont just swivel around you yourself.
if it does, either ure alone and lonely and outcasted. or ure simply ego-centric.

so get a life,and stop hurting me and my friends.
first time ive seen her tears welled up.
t next time,im nt gna let it go.

P.S. i need t make this clear too. i am not despo over junrui or whatever. pls. girls are not subordinated t guys t need t hear their opinions or whatever.
we girls dn need t flirt just t get an attention. well,if you jolly well think so,then maybe ure an ingrate t woman, or a pure dance hostess.

[too frustrated,i'll update about my trip and newyr celebrations next time]

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