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Loves. Laoma.Panyin Retardgirl#1.VengYi Retardgirl#2.YingTing Retardgirl#3.Michelle ToiletBowl.DengYin. Cousin.GarYim Adna Yanni &myself;ancestorCAS. Bimbotic Diamonds<3 D-lock;ZhengYang I-lock;Jonathan A-key;Peishi M-key;ME! O-key;siewlin N-key;Veron D-key;Charlene SSAQT,swimmers, Jerome kor Mathew ShuaiGe Weipei Jialong Wilson Simon -although we have gone separate ways, i'll never forget all of you.
Saturday, February 28, 2009 Decided to upload my Vday gifts. cos been feeling real touched by all th besties out there (:  tks buddy heping for tt so nice vday present. im feeling so bad i dint get anythng for you. hmms. will get one decent one for you yeps! peishi, this laminated card is so cute cans? i love so,! siewlin,tks for your chocs and note. we'll love bosco tgt!  from my beloved WUYI. thanks for being there for me all this while. and accompanying everywhere i went. so i wont feel lonely. life's been getting great cos of you. love you loads!  tks kor. for both the teddy and the bracelet. dont so upset le la! jonneh! tks for your present. and im still stunningly shocked the monkey can say "ILY!" you shld have given tt to _. sorry dint have any decent present for you this year. your bday will be a surprise yeah?  jiayi! thanks for this. it's so cute and nice. &tks to all th others for your sweets and chocs xD had choir today. bball for pt. and singing. and lunched at home. boring day. but yet,fulfilling. Friday, February 27, 2009 today's a prettaye day. "when uve said all stuffs out,u'll feel better." today's was end of all tragic mindstraining tests papers. i screwed up econs chem cse maths and gp. i screwed up cse,cos i rlised how failed i was as a student. ms chia,im sorry. (and i freaking cant believe i handed up my incomplete assg. what was i tkin lol? him? xP) oh. and chem prac. was hillarious. i wont ever forget how spencer got his measuring cylinder stuck in his conical flask. and how ziwei was absent from lesson cos he was IN sickbay -.-/ mr wong is cute. and nice. and after schl,went to jnr choir. and my dear heping gave me my Vday present. shall show it to you guys when i can :D oh. i was at bball court w chinhui too. to watch them play. stupid and crazy and idiotic. but tt's what's love's for. i dream of him,day and night. i think of him,day and night. cos i cant stop loving him. love transcend all others. love is all about me loving you. Friday, February 20, 2009 tks angel for tt lovely present. ILT so muchhhs! mortal,i'll be there for you,when you need me. ILY just as muchhs too! Thursday, February 19, 2009 mortal,angel's watching over you :D angel,mortal cassandra is feeling unhappy. do somethng to cheer me up,yupps? xD ilovemymortal! fate brought us together :D Wednesday, February 18, 2009 imisshim. somuch. tolovesomeone silently,can actually be so torturous. Sunday, February 15, 2009 hey guys, yc is right. evth's over. so i guess all quarrels should just end here. yeah. i will stop posting things to make you guys angry. it will be hard to change my character. but i will try. 我知道直到今天，你在我心里是那么重要。可是，原来我在你心里却那么渺小。我从来都没有忘记你。现在，自己已找到了可以让你开心幸福的人。我爱你，所以为了让你开心，我要告诉自己忘记你。以后，如果你和她在一起，我会真心祝福你们。我爱你。 Wednesday, February 11, 2009 thanks yting,siewlin,garyim for standing up for me (: choir today was superb. and i swear so many of rvcs peeps qualify for NBA :D yanpeng did a threepointer shoot,and char had three goals in a row! wootsszszz so fun! i dint know watching them play could be just as fun. oh,and during lunch,we,or rather i,made up with a four type of features of a person. bighead,bigbody. big head,small body. small head,small body. and small head,big body. lols,and you guys can fit yourself into this! exclusively for guys! :D and choir:D i so love ms tham! wont know how i'd live without her! xD mulan,clouds princess and fire breathing dragon. rvcs,all th way. wanna say thanks to mervin and jonneh for taking care of my hp,and all. thou it was a tragedy in th end,alls ended well. tks loads xD ilovervcs! <3 Monday, February 9, 2009 having a sorethroat and down with flu. due to excessive oversinging,and perhaps all th goodies. D: feeling so weak and dying. Went to MSTHAM's house yesterday. THANKS MSTHAM! :D TO WTF: yes,i know im being ostracised. whereever i am, and now.. yeah,i get what you mean. but pls. it was leehq who wanted me to forget him and find a new guy. and pls,im a chaste who aint gonna like another guy. so,can you just leave me alone? i've already been feeling so left out,discriminated. call me a bitch or anything,just leave me alone wont you? if you wanna scold me,just scold me right in the face. not leave a nameless wtf. and what right do you have to say that i deserve to be scolded fucks and fucks by leehq? what have i do wrong? even being a bad gf is the worst crime? or breaking a helllot of promises and leaving without a proper goodbye is right? i have made myself so cheap by telling him that i would change for him. i would be a better gf. you wanna see that tens of pages love letter,before you condemn me lk this? im sorry. but i dont LIKE dave. neither do i love him. pls get your FACTS right first before flaming me. yes thanks for giving me that honour of flaming me. yeah,i dono what is love. it was my greatest regret to fall in love with leehq. that is why im not gonna fall in love ever again. and is there anything wrong with being a les? i have so many les friends. if i had to forgo liking leehq,wouldnt that leave me with that choice? or is it your desire to see me like someone who dont love me,yet torture me? and thanks for hurting me. cos you have successfully done so. but,think before you speak. and i srsly think you should talk some sense into your great friend,leehq. instead of scolding me here. why waste your time on me,since your main motive is just to hurt my feelings? the end. i wont die just cos of those hurtful stuff you said. now you've let me have that courage to live on again. Friday, February 6, 2009
tears. i freaking dint know why i had to cry cos of what yongchang criticised of me. why must i think so much of what people are saying of me? but it really hurts me when people shun me cos they think im an evil bitch. our relationship ended cos he wanted it. i dint initiate it. i dint do anything. i dint toy with his feelings. it was he. who toyed with mine. yong chang,i hope you view this post. these are the promises that he made to me. can you realise i wasnt the one toying his feelings. i have never treated him bad at all. can you please stop condemning me anymore? im already feeling so depressed already.and so lonely. why tell the world incl my BEST friend,how evil i am? yes,i know i suck. i cant change. it's who i am. hate me for all you want,im tired. "i promise to hold on to you" "i promise i will give you time to trust me,till then,i will wait." "i promise i will only have one girl in my life,and that's you" "i promise that staying by my side thru thick and thin,i am happy le" "i wont let go of you no matter what" "i promise i wont be affected by anyone,our love wont be affected." "i promise i will wait for you to love me" "i promise i will always be yours" "i promise to be loyal to you,even after you COME BACK FROM HK" "i promise to be your laogong,even when you are back" "i promise that you are everything to me" "i promise to stay with you together,till the end of time" "今天看到你哭，让老公下定决心要永远在你身边照顾你。" "i will be your husband forever." "i cant live without you" "i will always be there for you even when no one care about you" "i promise i will love you forever,and no other girl will replace you" leehq. stop saying WTF to me. right in my face. stop telling your friends things i dint do. i have noone now,are you happy? Thursday, February 5, 2009 i hope our platonic friendship aint gonna develop into love. i want things to remain as status quo. i really love the way we are now. but can i really do it? im confused. is that friendship? or am i sinking too deep already? woots. i forgot to say something so exhilarating! i saw davetham today. eye contact yeps!:D OMFG. tdy's econs lecture was hillarious. well,i dint think sitting with simon would be anything but a bad thing. but,omfg. he actually wrote two words "han qian" on my econs textbook ! :{ omgomgomgzszszsxzsx. Me: (writes on simon's paper "shut up") Me: Why did you write that? Simon: Cannot meh? *silence* Simon: Am i Wrong? Me: You are very wrong. LOL. rofl. simon obviously dint know i have NOTHING TO DO WITH LEEHQ anymore. leehq actually scolded WHATTHEFUCK infront of me today. when i freaking dint do anything. tbh,i havent got eugene's gang down yet. but if matters get worse,i wouldnt know what i would do anymore. Labels: condemns eewwws pineapples. Tuesday, February 3, 2009 my hongkong buddies are prettyily cute. :D i swear i gonna make an effort to keep in touch with them. xD garyim and me,had a pledge. not to stead till uni. i dono why,she seems desperate in me making that pledge,and she'll constantly remind me about it lol. yeah,but now,i like someone. hehs. not sure if it's lk. confusing,and contradicting. 'cos i even have an infatuation with my 183m friend. well,i guess when ure single,you have a wider scope of what is the real SHUAI. and when ure attached,u'll go blind soon. esp when you were led on that love is blind. i realised i was blind. 'cos th more i look at Him,i'll think of HUGE pineapples,and i wonder why my taste was so bad. i took so long to condemn dave last time,and it only started due to the constant nags and teases by !LGY. well,pardon me. but dave is (*). all my friends'll know what that * means :D. i miss dave. i forgot how he look alrdy. it's been so long since i saw him. months and years ago. where is dave? Monday, February 2, 2009
on my own. (it's a song sang during chorale 2005) on my own, pretending he's beside me. all alone,i walk with him till morning. without him,i feel his arms around me. and when i lose my way,i close my eyes and he's around me. In the rain,the pavement shines like silver. all the lights are misty in the river. in the darkness the trees are full of starlight, and all i see is him and me,forever and forever. and i know,it's only in my mind that im talking to myself and not to him. and although i know that he is blind. still i say,still i say. there's a way for us. i love him,but everyday im learning. all my life,i've only been pretending. without me,his world will go on turning. the world is full of happiness,that i have never known. ilh,ilh,ilovehim,but only,on my own. this song really represent what im feeling now. on my own,all alone. without him,without anybody. :{ |
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