Monster War.

Loves.

retarddxx
Laoma.Panyin
Retardgirl#1.VengYi
Retardgirl#2.YingTing
Retardgirl#3.Michelle
ToiletBowl.DengYin.
Cousin.GarYim
Adna
Yanni
&myself;ancestorCAS.

Bimbotic Diamonds<3
D-lock;ZhengYang
I-lock;Jonathan
A-key;Peishi
M-key;ME!
O-key;siewlin
N-key;Veron
D-key;Charlene

SSAQT,swimmers,
Jerome kor
Mathew ShuaiGe
Weipei
Jialong
Wilson
Simon
-although we have gone separate ways, i'll never forget all of you.

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

siyu: yayy. i will de! you also must smile yupps,no matter whtever setbacks you face! cos i love your smile and ur beau hair(ok,no link lol). LOVE YA<3

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我又受伤了。
i just cant seem to get tennis right.
just lk before,i injured my wrist yet again.
{but th pain,is worth bearing yupps}

ohya,and ive got new tennis grip!
its lk a whole new racket alrd!
:D
yayy.
my mum asked me to stop being obsessed about tennis.
lol. maybe im obsessed with th one obsessed with tennis which made me obsessed with both tennis and th obsessed?
tongue twist-twister(:

shall get well soon,to continue training.

&I LOVE SIEWLIN,HUIYEE AND JHOSY SO SO SO MUCH FOR ACCOMPANYING ME TO GET MY RACKET FIXED! THNKS!
{im sry for being such a mean friend from exploiting you guys}
feels bad.
but,im so glad to have you guys beside me xD
choir's great cos of you guys arnd me.

&THNKS JONNEH FOR FETCHING ME HOME!

*i feel so honoured!*

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Friday, September 25, 2009

tmr's swimming comp alrd.
dno why,im not nervous,
maybe cos i kinda gave up on myself alrd.

zz.

oh,but one thng so great about th comp tmr,it's gna be held at th pool opposite his house. yipppeeee. if only he'll come and watch me :D

这次我真的爱得很深。也是第一次爱得非常快乐。

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the more i look at you,th harder i sink into my love for him,th more i hate you. get it?
i cant believe i have to spent another year of schl life with such a wonderful schlmate.
boycotts evone related to him. grr.
oh. and i take back my words on being friends with you again.
sometimes it's such a disgraceful thing to be begging someone who thinks ure ugly,who thinks ure yuckks, who hates you, to be ur friend.
and im so not gna forgive you for whatever hurt uve caused.
cos you stole my confidence,now im also unable to express my feelings.
我不会让你嚣张那样久，你等着瞧吧。

zzz.
but yupps.
nth gna change my love for you(;
grr,before i can even love him,i shld start to practise tennis PROPERLY.
cassandra fighting! :D

TAG REPLIES:
Jonathan: get well soon lahhs! stop falling ill and start taking care of urself,cos when u go to army in two years,you gna be alone le,without all of us for you! hahhh, eh dont make me worry hors!

Xinyu: you also get well soon! :D miss you and your smile!

Gummy: hey, of course we shld meet up la! and ive got so much to tell you just tht i cldnt find th time. got so much stuffs troubling me D: heeeeees. and i bet uve got alot of stuffs to tell me too! pls confide in me dear! :D i have two listening ear! (:

hq: say whtever you want. cos whtever you say/do,dont mean anythng to me anymore. finally revealed ur true yourself eh. nice.

Labels: big head, i hate guys with curly hair, with irritable ego.

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sometimes i find it so hard to trust her alrd.
th fact tht im so insignificant in ur eyes,makes me rethink about my place in ur heart.
maybe boyfriends are alwys th priority in ur heart,and im alwys secondary.

i alwys thot u cld be tht special person who could fill the loneliness in my heart,yet you failed all my hopes on you.
when i thot of how you rejected my date with you tht time cos u said ure busy,yet you went out with ur bf th next day.\
i feel really hurt.
then when u told me stuffs lk thr was sth between you and hq,you know how hurt i was?
it was lk a needle piercing thru my heart.

and now,yet you had time to reply messages to all ur other friends,EXCEPT me.

yes,im rly hurt.
cos i just wanted to meet you out for ur bday,yet it took so hard for it to even work out.
i've spent so much effort on ur present,getting pricked by needles.
i thot th physical pain was okay,i wld bear with it,but yet uve failed me.

yeahs,maybe its fate our friendship aint gna work out.
it gna meet obstacles lk ur bfs,leehq,ur other commitments,and my expectations of a best friend.
i'll just leave it to fate.
im tired of coming in bw love and friendships.
just lk for u,you wldnt give ur bfs up for me.

this world is practical.
you cant have two things at th same time.

ive learnt so much these two years.

weeps and sobs,but do anyone really genuinely care?

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Tuesday, September 22, 2009

happy 17th bday wuyi! <3

loveya so much,tks for being such a great friend!
look forward to your lovely pressie alrights?

P.S. i cant live w/o you xP

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Sunday, September 20, 2009

ive realised how friendship can be so fragile.
love and friendship cant coexist as one.

sometimes ive become so doubtful about th friends ard me alrd.
my sis told me about this friend. she advised me not to trust her.
cos she said,perhaps th reason for th prev breakup was cos of her.

i tried not to believe,
yet why does it seem so surreal?

life.
its so diff for th perfect and ideal virtual world.

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true love strikes so instantaneously yet disappears lk a wind.
tt's why true love seems so far away from my life.

will there be any love so touching lk tt of gujunpyo?

in my life,no, even perhaps,never.

yearn for it,thou it'll nvr happen.

Labels: i miss him. alot.

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Sunday, September 6, 2009

eugene kor says he'll buy me a tennis racket if i do well.
lol,but ive lost all th courage and willpower to carry on studyg.

dyg.
"you know its true love,when ure willing to exchange ur life for love." -yiting(: from 《爱》

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Friday, September 4, 2009

i so wanna know why alot of pple hate me.
is it cos im ugly?
cos im irritating?
cos im love sick?
cos im cruel?
cos im vulgar?
cos im a crybaby?

i rly wanna know th reason to chng,yet noone ever told me why.
D:
it's so torturing being an outcast
now i know how jadeline/haoyu/kangen felt.

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i shld stop crying &stop being so sad.
its affecting evone.
tdy's jiayi,yet i dno why im crying.
feel so bad,tht i cant celebrate my bday w her properly D:

hahh,jiayi!,thnks for comforting me!
:D hope you lk th bday present i bought for you.
HAPPY BDAY!
i cant live without ur ever-radiating smile!

(: &thnks so much wuyi.
lol,thnks for running arnd with me,while i ran arnd crying!
so shocked &touched!
hahh,you alwys do touching stuffs that make me shocked! (:

glad to have you two arnd.
at least i know when th whole world falls on me,you'll be there for me!
:D smiling now,dont worry guys (:

how i wish i was in ur class.
cos ive tried my best to work so hard to mix with th pple in my class,yet i failed to.
its close to th end of th year,evone is getting used to their class except me.
i wonder when they'll accept me as their classmate?
prolly next yr aftr alvl?
im so tired. dead tired.
yet such a dumbass lk me only knows how to cry.
i hate myself. the end.

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Thursday, September 3, 2009

ohmygod.
mrs constance just sent us a mail,and her contact name was tennis pro.

must oneday,have a look on how she plays! :D

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Wednesday, September 2, 2009

played tennis tdy with bf (:

hees,so fun!
:D im improving!

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Tuesday, September 1, 2009

虽然自己很清楚你一定不会喜欢上我，但是总觉得能有机会爱你已经很幸福。
谢谢你没有把我推开，也能以平常心对待我。
好爱你，因为你是我认识最体贴，最善良，最有责任感的男人。
可能以前所爱的男人都好坏，所以你让我更喜欢你。

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