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Loves. Laoma.Panyin Retardgirl#1.VengYi Retardgirl#2.YingTing Retardgirl#3.Michelle ToiletBowl.DengYin. Cousin.GarYim Adna Yanni &myself;ancestorCAS. Bimbotic Diamonds<3 D-lock;ZhengYang I-lock;Jonathan A-key;Peishi M-key;ME! O-key;siewlin N-key;Veron D-key;Charlene SSAQT,swimmers, Jerome kor Mathew ShuaiGe Weipei Jialong Wilson Simon -although we have gone separate ways, i'll never forget all of you.
Tuesday, March 31, 2009  feeling so lonely without you. but i've never regretted loving you. i wont stop,cos it sure feels weird without loving you. i may not know how to spell love. but i know how it feels to love you. there's only 1 way,2do,3words,4you. ily. Updates on RVBBALL COMPETION 33-50 rv vs acjc. seee! th score is getting better and better. friday's match gna be touch,jys rvbball! :DD i feel so loved today :D althou dejected and rejected by Him,im glad tt i had people arnd me,esp my friends. hurt my shoulder cos i did pushups at th edge of th pool. it's still aching now. and im afraid i've to miss Napfa tmr. it's hurting so much tt i cant even move my arm. but im glad,tt choy and siyu helped me massage. tongjing helped pressed my puny bones too lol! so nice,iloveyouguys! (sighs,i miss th times where he'll massage for me:{) oh,and the three and only guys from my class went off early for their soccer match. sms-ed spencer to wish him luck. yeah,then he told me tt he lost 4-0. agnst the defending champion meridian jc. woots,good job guys :} hees,and im so glad to have wuyi to accompany me home xD love her loads! 我很害怕，死了，又不能对你说一声我爱你。 Sunday, March 29, 2009  th awkward times i stare at you,i hope things were before,but i know it'll never gonna be th same. 试着想要忘记你，是因为太爱你，而不想你有任何负担。 我从来都没有忘记和你之间的约定。 以后，也要和你在一起。 我爱你。
GF YTING! im glad things are okay now! dont worry so much! NO! i dont tk we can control our own fate! hehs. look at me. i tried to control my fate,but it failed! D: so,let nature take it's course. im sure things gonna work its way out with th force of fate! :D tks for alwys being there for me,and i hope to be there for you now! call me,when you need me. i'll be there! ILY,my darling gf <3 Updates on BBALL COMPETITION 20-66 rv-rjc. Great job RVBBALL! :D didn lost much to th so pro rjc! keep on going!,two down,two more to go! xD PS: guys up their image with their jerseys on :} Thursday, March 26, 2009 YTING GF,ILY! <3 thanks for being there for me all these while. and im rly sorry for making you unhappy. it's so aint worthy to fall out cos of Guys right? yupps. so im gonna be loyal to my darling gf! well,when people turn their backs on me,i know you're gonna be there waiting for my embrace :)) tks for accompanying me all th way from tiong to schl. th long journey was fun. how we talked about evth under th sun. and sniggered at fat guys. i think we shld add in guys with super no character in our sniggering list lol! :D boos,ilovelooyting! Tuesday, March 24, 2009 i will upload my thanks messages soon! :D well,bdays rly reflects who are your true friends,who rly rmbs your bday.
Monday, March 23, 2009 BBALL COMPETITION UPDATES 16-65 RV vs NJC. thou despise them!,cos it's alrd very good to be able to score points agnst nj who has lk year6 snrs. rvyear5 bball,all th best. 永远支持你们！ gods,looks lk im bound to open a rvbball fan club lol! thanks guys for th wonderful presents and wishes you gave me! i rly love them alot. tks for remembering my bday. :D PS:will upload th pics soon ^^ Saturday, March 21, 2009
went for cse talk today. with xinyu. and we're th only two pathetic cse peepos who were there lol! was freaking early in schl. saw choir people. but everyone pretended they dint see me,except heping and yujun and siewlin. see how pathetic i am? even my "good" friend just pretended he/she dint see me. so wonderful. my life just totally sucks. and so,i've decided to quit choir. after syf. hoping and praying that mr johntan would accept me into odac. im still considering if i'll stay in choir,with odac. if i feel loved,then maybe my heart will come back. i just dont feel lk sharing th stage with you. pardon me for being selfish,but isnt tt how you treated me? drag me in,and chuck me aside. besides,even if i have passion. no ability means no future in choir. everyone in choir's trying out syc,except me. cos im lousy. and srsly pathetic tt no one wants. sighs. lol. i hate tmr. freaks. dont want time to pass. cos time will coldly remind me that im so unloved. Friday, March 20, 2009 it was until today tt i realised i have nothng in th world. all my friends left me. and i only realised today. tt i was so disliked. yeah,it's no wonder,since ive rly no looks and character. but why hurt me. lk tt. yting left me,cos she's going poly (thou im freaking happy to see her in schl today ;D) garyim left me,we've become so so distant. i no longer feel she treats me as a friend now. and all my choir buddies who i thot would rly stick by me. but why,why must it seem tt i dont mean anythng to you guys. i saw how happy you guys were when you're with th jnrs. and when i tried to talk to you,you dont really seem interested. then when i went to find you guys,it's lk you dint even look up to say hello. or at least smile. or at least look up. i realise how lil i mean to you. and you. i rly treated you lk one of my best friends. yet,you could tell me to stop treating you nicely,cos you aint gonna reciprocate it. true friends care for each other not expecting anythng in return. but what did i get from caring? a final statement concluding: i only care for th jnrs,so there's no point in treating me nice,cos im not gonna appreciate it. fine. noone freaking cares. sigh. yet another lonely birthday. without anyone to share with me. i was foolish and naive to think that even without him,i could have friends who would care for me. but perhaps,i was stupidly wrong. just lk what garyim says,friends come and go. you wont have friends with you forever. but i thank those who rly did care for me. or at least showed it. i hate birthdays. cos i alwys spend it alone D: Wednesday, March 18, 2009 moodcheck: happy. 'cos th cold war between me and my mum has ended :D today,garyim and zoey came to my house to discuss our 2009 heron proj (: yeps,again xD hope all of you will give your support to me,and th other three of us(incl py),during our island wide census tht will be held in june. yupps,cip hours SHLD be given too xD so hope to see more and more of you during our census. and you can visit our blog(last constructed) {soon,under construction} too! there are games,etc. it'll sure be fun, promise! quote of th day: "one click,to change th world." Labels: iamhappy.
Monday, March 16, 2009 D: moodcheck: disappointed. shane says i cant go and watch BBALLers play. cos it's during curriculum. my bday wish is gone. okay,at least one. i dont rly wish much. just for my love to be reciprocated. D: Labels: i wanna watch bball match Sunday, March 15, 2009 updates on my sister's performance for the national age group swimming championships. *claps and cheers*
PS: she got into the finals for all the events. APPLAUDS !<3 updates on my FIRDAY13. it was supposedly a good day for me. but things got worsed over th day. (recalls tt day) aftr schl,i went downstairs for swimming. as usual. so there wasnt anythng special. but then. while doing my warmups,i actuall saw two PAIRS of couples doing weird stuff tt pervertic couples do (shld know wht i mean:X) and i was lk eeeww disgusted. and i swear it was obstructing my training. when i swam here,one couple blocked me, and when i swam there,another couple blocked me. lk wth. and i tried giving them hints to stop their perverted acts, lk paddling damn fast and splashing water onto them. or flinging my 20cm by 15cm large hand paddles at them. but cos their intelligence level aint tt high,i presume. they continued those acts. and sorry,but my tolerance level is low. so,i went towards them and REPRIMANDED them: excuse me! can you all stop doing such indecent and indiscreet acts in public?! then,this fat guy just freaking "HAR?" me. and i threw a "you shld know what i mean." and a glare and rolled my eyes at them. and swam off. &when i swam past them,i heard this ahbeng scream at me: 做么！ but i hecked. cos i am not 好惹。 call me a 野蛮 bitch. but im just standing up for what i think it's not right. this is my pool. my territory. not yours. you guys are just VISITORS to my condo pool. what right do you tk you can own th pool? please. feel guilty about your own actions. you guys are twenty plus year olds adults. dont you feel any sense of SHAME being scolded by a mere sixteen year old lil girl? call 999 to charge me for intrusion of privacy. but sacrifice your life in jail,cos i can charge you for sexual harrassment too. this scenes are obviously intolerable in a conservatist society in singapore. if adults dont set good examples for us to follow, what would the next generation become? freaks. im pissed with immature adults. who find fault with me. when they are at fault.
Friday, March 13, 2009 it's Friday The Thirteen today! woots. but my day aint tt bad,afterall. thou noone accompanied me back home,im glad i dint have to wait for th buses. my journey back home was safe and sound. was my guardian angel watching over me? oh. and my day sure passed quickly. maths tut,chem lect,chem prac,sure passed quickly. and by then,it was 2pm. th only bad thing tt happened to me,was tt garyim was late,and i had to wait for lk more than 30mins for her. ps,im darn impatient. but,im glad tt tzehui,chingxin,xinyu and gang accompany me. (NICE!) and char even walked around th whole schl with me to look for garyim :D all my loveds<3 but i hate fridays,cos i seldom get to see wuyi D: oh,and siewlin gna have grade8 theory exam tmr,im wishing her all th best best! and happy birthday to kenlynn :D 14march(: Labels: im on th midst of forgetting. Thursday, March 12, 2009 im glad things worked out. it's no pt falling out with your bestie cos of some freak right? things are getting better in my life. friends surround me,and make me feel loved. esp choy and jonneh and char and zhengyang and peishi and veron and mervin,who were alwys there to listen to me. my life brightened cos of u guys! schl was okay. cos it ended with chorale prac. which i enjoyed all th same. jonneh was nice. to fetch me home. :D and i felt lk seventh heaven just w all you peeps. PS: my pen was lost cos SPENCER LEE. took it! :D 5k,is nice. wuyi is real superbly nice. i feel so good sharing my stuffs with her. and talking about th ppl we lk and dislk. and im feel honoured to be able to shield her from tt pervert(?), thou it aint alwys successful D: but schl aint okay. cos there are madd ppl arnd. freaky librarian. and nobrain and menopause women. you made my life in sec schl and jc freaking horrible. Monday, March 9, 2009 toodles. today is a normal,yet fun day. laughs. my class had a haircut spree. lihui cutted her hair. chingxin cutted her hair. i cutted my hair. yushan cutted her hair. and chiziwei cutted his too. we're lk looking weird tgt? i dno. but i look lk a total nerd. (i bet he must be laughing behind my back. but hecks:D) oh and happy birthday to my beautiful descendent auvengyi, and cheerios to a happy birthday to weikai and qianhui. hope you guys had a beautiful sunday (: schl was okay,with rain and all. i felt so warmed and touched by choysiewlin! she actually sheltered me. i felt lk i was under the canopy of love xD smirks. pouts. ILBOSCO! schl ended. with a cip briefing. and i swear i hate briefings. esp on a late afternn,when it's time for naps. i was struggling to keep awake lol. then,me and garyim went to clementi. aries(: and,home sweet home. it was lk dinner time when i reached home. (gonna be early for schl tmr,else i'll have to be chased back home) PS: i gna go to schl with my china doll fringe tmr. *screams wildly and hysterically* Monday, March 2, 2009  it's time to forget him. and move on with life.althou it will be a painful process. i rly hope i can do it. everyone has been supporting me. i must do it. he has alrdy told me he hates me. everyone says he's got a new girl. i shld stop living in self denial(daniel taught me this) time to let go. tks to all those who cared. i rly will live on. bravely. and find a new life. an new beginning. Sunday, March 1, 2009 ^^ Happy Birthday to all my loveds. 11feb.zoey 17feb.daniel 20feb.chinhui 27feb.jingyuan 28feb.huixian 29feb.junwen 01march.xinyu 02march.zimin 03march.zhengyang 06march.vengyi 08march.qianhui and weikai (my sixth month loving him) was talking to daniel online. he said: forget him,cos i tk he has alrdy forgotten about you. "yes,you've forgot about it. but you've never once left my heart. ily,in the past. now and th future." was talking to daniel online. he said: forget him,cos i tk he has alrdy forgotten about you. "yes,you've forgot about it. but you've never once left my heart. ily,in the past. now and th future." |
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