Monster War.

Loves.

retarddxx
Laoma.Panyin
Retardgirl#1.VengYi
Retardgirl#2.YingTing
Retardgirl#3.Michelle
ToiletBowl.DengYin.
Cousin.GarYim
Adna
Yanni
&myself;ancestorCAS.

Bimbotic Diamonds<3
D-lock;ZhengYang
I-lock;Jonathan
A-key;Peishi
M-key;ME!
O-key;siewlin
N-key;Veron
D-key;Charlene

SSAQT,swimmers,
Jerome kor
Mathew ShuaiGe
Weipei
Jialong
Wilson
Simon
-although we have gone separate ways, i'll never forget all of you.

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

he came to choir room todays(:
&自己望着他的背影也觉得十分幸福。爱不需要得到。能爱就已经是一种幸福。

-我们的爱。

with a bout of flu,mc tmr?

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Monday, July 27, 2009

C: thnks for telling me tt noone reads my blog. yeahs,so maybe i'll just leave it an empty shell,so noone'll care about my life. so,if ure spreading about my rumours,just stop it. i freaking dont care whether people comes to my blog or not. it'd be marvellous if noone came. oh,and please,ive a great life,so,i dont need you to tell me to get a life. &please,get some dignity,and leave your big name. hiding like a no-life coward,is so revolting. *pukes* i feel disgusted to see my initials at an anonymous place. ohyeahs,ure right. cos ure in no position to say anything at anyone's blog. get a life,if ure so free,you shldnt be wasting your time at people's daily diary.
wanna fight,just give me a call,leave your bigname at my tagboard. just give a place and time.

(i just wasted 3 mins of my time on an asshole)

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Thursday, July 23, 2009

5K,
谢谢你对我的关心。我会努力笑的。
thnks for being there for me,whenever i need you guys.

rly touched by th notes you guys gave me,and all th words of encouragement.

love you guys so,

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Thursday, July 16, 2009

alot of people are signalling me to close down my blog,or put it private.

toomuch ppl reading too much contents.
D:
thot a blog was meant to shout out all my emotions.
it was my fault,i didn think of th after effects.

sighs. now i dont feel lk saying anythng alrd.

life sucks.

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Tuesday, July 14, 2009

i dno why 俊's avoiding me :{
but th way he avoids me is so cute xD

althou we are in th same lecture group for maths and econs,we're lk seated seats apart.
i hardly see him,but i'll turn for a glance xP.

hehs. i still lk 俊. dno when it'll end.
but hope tht love,aint wrong,lk all th historical pasts.

prays&hopes.
i know miracle happens.
example,my econs tcr :D

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Sunday, July 12, 2009

thanks guys. to those who tagged. thanks for alwys being there when im unhappy! :D

anyws,side track a lil. *pauses* kimbum looks a lil lk jiakang rights? :D
*gasps*
im glad my taste not bad xD

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Friday, July 10, 2009

my first test i did,read!

01. Who was your last text from? mummy (:
02. Where was your default picture taken?with friends!
03. Your relationship status?Single.
04. Have you ever lost a close friend?Yes.but i found her back. and lost another him again.
05. What is your current mood?very very extremely sad
06. How many siblings do you have?One!
07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
08. Where do you wish you were right now?somewhere near leehq so i can celebrate his bday :{
09. Have a crazy side?ofcourse,i have this crazy side with diamond peeps
10. Ever had a near death experience?i wanted to commit suicide a couple of times i guess.
11. Something you do a lot?singing,watching tv
12. Angry at anyone?no,dont get angry easily ;D
13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?cos his heart aint with me.
14. When was the last time you cried?i cant rmb,when my mum scolded me?
15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?everyone in th world.
16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?i think of what i gna do th next day+Him.
17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?mum (:
18. What is your favorite song?les miserables, on my own!
19. What are you doing right now?msning jonneh&siewlin +notes on fb+plurk+blogging+eom. {i can multidulbitasks :D}
20. Who do you trust right now?noone.
21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?from my grandma
22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?lk duh no. who can i kiss? maybe i'll kiss siewlin when i see her on mon!
23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?tongjing(: plus many other neighbours!
24. Describe your life in one word?meaningless
25. Who are you thinking of right now?hq,jr,choy!
26. What should you be doing right now?damns eom. :X
27. What are you listening to?my sister scream at me goodnight!
28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?cant rmb,siewlin?
29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?my sis,i just said she screamed at me goodnight!
30. Do you act differently around the person you like?lk duh. i play th quiet role LOL.
31. What is your natural hair color?black+brown
32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?my organ teacher
33. Who was the last person to make you sad?dno? unknown spirits?
34. What do you hear?birds chirping
35. Is your hair curly or straight?straight.
36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?lk why?
37. Do you have a best friend?ofcourse,she's choysiewlin.
38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?no. but i touched zy's hand lol. :D accidentally.
39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?lk why not?
40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?ewww. gross!
41. Are you happy with life right now?Nononono and no.
42. Are you currently jealous?yes,im jealous of smart brainers who are pretty.
43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?None.
44. What were you doing on friday night?worrying about swimming trg th next day
45. Have you ever had your heart broken?yes yes yes.
46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?yea i did,but he broke mine too D:
47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now? a lil.
48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?my ugly face.
49. How late did you stay up last night and why?10 plus. study gp test lo.
50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?sadly,no. D:

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wishing hq a very happy seventeenth bday.
althou we cant be friends alrd,i have alwys treated him as a friend. a very scary friend,who i'll alwys run away from. a friend my friends calls th bad guy (:

hope all your wishes come true!

:D

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Sunday, July 5, 2009

there is no such thing as friendship/love/kinship.

you come to this world alone&leave this world alone too.
i came to this world unhappy and its my wish to leave this world happy too.
but now,i dont feel joy at all.

in schl,ive became the NO1 outcast (aftr jad&ke left). all my friends left me/hate me/killed me.
there is no one there for me.
in class,im alwys alone w noone to talk to. then when i try to talk to my classmates,it seems tt they dont lk me arnd.
what shld i do?
just leave this world silently so noone knows. and so tt they'll be much happier w/o me?

i have family probs too.
a dad who dosent care for th family. and who only brings it money.
im disappointed w him. and i admit i have not forgiven him for what he did to mum.

i give up.
life just sucks.
and i dont feel lk continuing on with it.

s-u-i-c-i-d-a-l

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Thursday, July 2, 2009

CASSANDRA IS GLAD MYES ARE OVER. BUT SHE IS NOT HAPPY. COS HER DATE WITH TWOTIMESADWARF AINT SUCCESSFUL. SHE IS UNDOUBTEDLY SAD.

O^O

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