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Loves. Laoma.Panyin Retardgirl#1.VengYi Retardgirl#2.YingTing Retardgirl#3.Michelle ToiletBowl.DengYin. Cousin.GarYim Adna Yanni &myself;ancestorCAS. Bimbotic Diamonds<3 D-lock;ZhengYang I-lock;Jonathan A-key;Peishi M-key;ME! O-key;siewlin N-key;Veron D-key;Charlene SSAQT,swimmers, Jerome kor Mathew ShuaiGe Weipei Jialong Wilson Simon -although we have gone separate ways, i'll never forget all of you.
im unhappy,sorry. Tuesday, January 19, 2010 i hate myself. i hate myself for not being able to abide to me 2010 motto, to be happy. i broke down. im not as strong as all my friends think. im really weak. when i saw him with a girl,my heart ached real bad. yet in front of my friends,i just had to manipulate with my tangled heart,to ostensibly put up a strong front. sorry. im just a mere fake. and my grandma's just admitted to t hospital. im really worried. i really dont wanna lose someone i love so much. i feel lk keeping t people i love so dearly, by my side. ive alrd lost someone i love so much. i dont wanna lose anyone else. stick them close to me,so close i can feel their heartbeat, i miss hearing your heartbeat close to me,i miss your voice,your smile,your smell. i dno why i miss you so much,when ure no longer mine,no longer with me. is it possession or love? i dno. but audaciously spoken,i am not a despo freak. call me that,and let me prove you wrong. i dont lk you to stare at me,lk as if ive done all t guys in t world wrong. i can only admit guiltily that ive let down one guy. and im feeling culpable for it. i wanna atone for my mistakes. but he's far away. that i can only see his shadows, cojoined with another shadow with beautiful hair. i hope ure happy. at least it'll let me know, me letting you go is the right decision. and ure happy without me. with her. i miss ur love. |
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