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retarddxx
Laoma.Panyin
Retardgirl#1.VengYi
Retardgirl#2.YingTing
Retardgirl#3.Michelle
ToiletBowl.DengYin.
Cousin.GarYim
Adna
Yanni
&myself;ancestorCAS.

Bimbotic Diamonds<3
D-lock;ZhengYang
I-lock;Jonathan
A-key;Peishi
M-key;ME!
O-key;siewlin
N-key;Veron
D-key;Charlene

SSAQT,swimmers,
Jerome kor
Mathew ShuaiGe
Weipei
Jialong
Wilson
Simon
-although we have gone separate ways, i'll never forget all of you.

sad. yet gna smile.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

actually,and honestly,i was really unhappy today.
i dno why. ive tried so hard to mix with th pple in my class.
its not lk i wanted to isolate myself.
today,when i tried to join in their conversation.
they just totally dao-ed me.
and said this:今天天气真好啊。

it totally hurt me.
I ALMOST BROKE DOWN.
yupps.
but i was so glad,i kept on remembering what fengye told me yest night.
to SMILE,no matter wht happens.

i was so unhappy.
and i knew running/sprinting gna be th best way to relieve all th stress and unhappiness within me.
so i sprinted. i ran like mad. i ran till i had stomache, headache.
i just wanted to forget all th unhappiness bottled up in me for th past few days.
love/friendship/studies/family.

yeahs,it did help greatly.
I DIDN DROP A SINGLE TEAR.
i guess ive become much braver than before.
or maybe i have gotten used to th life of a loner.

BUT IM SO GLAD CHOY SIEWLIN AND YAPPEISHI ACTUALLY ACCOMPANIED ME DURING LUNCH,AND DURING MY SADDEST PERIOD OF MY LIFE.
in fact,i love that super tight hug with yap!
(: its th tightest hug i ever had.

hehe.
maybe when th whole world (i.e. my class and th rest of th schl) turns their backs on me, choir peeps wld be alwys there for me.
and i mean lk, really alwys.

rvcs,i love u guys. nearly as much as XXX,

XOXOXO.

我一定会熬过明年的。命运让我呆在这班，所以我一定要熬过去（：

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