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Laoma.Panyin
Retardgirl#1.VengYi
Retardgirl#2.YingTing
Retardgirl#3.Michelle
ToiletBowl.DengYin.
Cousin.GarYim
Adna
Yanni
&myself;ancestorCAS.

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D-lock;ZhengYang
I-lock;Jonathan
A-key;Peishi
M-key;ME!
O-key;siewlin
N-key;Veron
D-key;Charlene

SSAQT,swimmers,
Jerome kor
Mathew ShuaiGe
Weipei
Jialong
Wilson
Simon
-although we have gone separate ways, i'll never forget all of you.

IM A LETDOWN.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

aftr so MANY days of happiness,im now down with the sorrow flu.
aftr so MANY days of smiling,ive finally lost control of the happy bug within me and broke down in tears.

it was aftr so much disillusion did i finally realised how much my results sucked. how much i have let my parents down.
my parents scringed and saved,just so that i could go for tuition classes.
yet,i failed all their hopes on me.
i cant even get th yearly edusave bursary i alwys got.

some people may think i expect too much from myself,that other people are struggling to promote,yet im frowning about not getting into the top50% of the school.
but it's th achievements i hope to get to make my parents proud. sth that others wont understand.
my timings for swimming have deproved. and my parents have lost hope in my singing,knwing that i'll nvr make it into auditions (tht gna come real soon).
& i have nthg to show to them,except sucky results/timings/CCA records/NO leadership.

but my sis has evth (besides singing).
sometimes i realised such a letdown am i.

this world seems too squeezed for me to be in.
i wanna get out,i dont wanna try to squeeze in anymore.

P.S. shld i quit studying &go out to work?

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