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ToiletBowl.DengYin.
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Adna
Yanni
&myself;ancestorCAS.

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D-lock;ZhengYang
I-lock;Jonathan
A-key;Peishi
M-key;ME!
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-although we have gone separate ways, i'll never forget all of you.

Friday, May 15, 2009

" When I see him, I just looked down on the ground and walked as fast as I can. When we looked into each other eyes, the whole atmosphere was cold. We’ll look away, its as if we dont know each other. I dont know how long more can I avoid. This is so getting no where. I am so going to forget him(: I dont know if the feelings is there, but I could only say he’s being categorized under the lovers’ section. There’s no future between us. When will he ever forgive me? It’s torturing. I guess keeping quiet is the best.
I feel that I’m having depression soon. One moment, I can be super high and hyper. Another moment, I can be super emo. I dont know what’s wrong with me. Am I stress? But there’s no school now!! How can I be stress?! "

---found this post in some random girl's blog (or atleast some bytch who bullied my gf,yting!)

but anyws,i found this part tt really relates to me and Him.
really,i alwys look down so i dont catch his eye,
weird,but it's become my reflex action.

&i dno why,but crying has become part and parcel of my life.
im sick of living.
sometimes,life really seems so meaningless and bleak.

i lost evth,incl th meaning of life.
i lost him,i lost evth.
sometimes,i wonder my purpose of living on.
cos of him? gf? family? friends?
but,it all seems meaningless alrd.

but im glad,5k's there for me.
when im broke down on wed...
tks for th cards(from xinyu mortal,chingxin,lihui) & tissue (from tongjing) & all th consolation from everyone of you. (esp wuyi,who accompanied me everywhr i went)
hees,i realised it's means so much to have tissue from someone else everytime you cry.
it means there are people there for you.
(trying my best,to console my self)

cried on thurs again.
i guess it's cos i failed econs.
(hope noone saw -.-)

there's bball today. hope he didn tire himself out.
wanted to stay back to watch them train.
but i realised my presence meant nothing,but brought more disaster.

life,so sad.
so melancholic.

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