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-although we have gone separate ways, i'll never forget all of you.

Friday, May 1, 2009

really at a loss at what to do.
i really love singing.
but i dno why i dont feel happy in choir now.
all th must dos and must donts are driving me crazy alrd.
im feeling really stressed to do well.

yet,there aint much encouragement and drive for me.
i cant seem to enjoy anymore.
but my mum forces me to stay on after syf.
it's lk i dno why.
but next year when th year4s come in, i know i gna feel really lonely.
cos ive alrd felt it yesterday.
how my supposedly good friends left me alone to join th jnrs.

i know this gna happen.
and im trying to escape from reality.
last time,friends were my reason for staying on in choir.
but now,ive lost th reason for staying.

ive been crying lately.

i dno why there's alwys this gush of unhappiness.
i dno if it's cos hq aint there for me anymore.
or if i just cnt handle lil stuffs anymore.
i feel so weak.

been telling people not to give up on their lives,yet here am i on th verge of givingup.
i feel so fake.

really miss him.
yesterday had a really sweet dream of him.
if only dreams can come true,

okay,i shall go have a sleep,so i can see him again today.

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