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Loves. Laoma.Panyin Retardgirl#1.VengYi Retardgirl#2.YingTing Retardgirl#3.Michelle ToiletBowl.DengYin. Cousin.GarYim Adna Yanni &myself;ancestorCAS. Bimbotic Diamonds<3 D-lock;ZhengYang I-lock;Jonathan A-key;Peishi M-key;ME! O-key;siewlin N-key;Veron D-key;Charlene SSAQT,swimmers, Jerome kor Mathew ShuaiGe Weipei Jialong Wilson Simon -although we have gone separate ways, i'll never forget all of you.
Thursday, April 9, 2009 today's a GOOD day. (acc to my calendar) things got quite smooth today, hees,esp for wuyi! :D so our catch phrase today was "it's a good day" thou jonneh was late for our appt,mervin was there with me,and i got to see Him! :DDDDD anyws,it's 9april. one day passed,from 8th april. sighs. thou it was veron bimbo's bday yest,i was supposed to be happy and cheery,but i dno what got into me. i broke down three times. this surge of unhappiness kept going into my soul. and brought those tears coming along. i tried to hide myself while crying,but people soon found out and came over. i didn want anyone to know i was unhappy,i knew it would affect their moods. but i couldn help it. i feel lk a failure. cant even lk th one i love,cant even be a normal person who wont be alone,cant be one who can sing in a choir. but is one who only bring her own failures upon others,and bring her own unhappiness unto others. i feel lk a jerk of rvchambersingers. someone who's gna let th whole choir down. im a jerk. i feel really sorry to those who did their best,and wanted th best outta rvcs,but yet,i broke all their dreams. esp so to zy and char,cos they rly put in alot,yet my actions could have led th choir down,and their dreams will all be dashed. next week's rvc's syf! cheerios to all of them,esp buddy heping. know tt buddy loves you loads! and im not prettaye! im ugly,dear. guys run away when they see me,instead! D: &cheerios to myself,i've got lotsa emotional stuffs to settle. SHLD I CONTINUE TO LOVE THAT HIM SILENTLY,YET SADLY? |
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