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Saturday, April 18, 2009

i thought i had a happy family last time.
but you've proved me wrong.
you turned my life upside down,till i dno how to turn it back.
you made me feel lk an idiot.

ive had enough.
you've done too much.
if you think it's alright to use vulgarities on me,im sorry ure wrong.
ure just my puny lil sister.
where did tt tinge of your respect go?
im your older sister for goodness sake.
and stop shouting at mummy too.
she's done more for you than for me.
yet,you dont seem to appreciate.

yes,sometimes i get jealous and angry why my mum alwys sides for my sister when we quarrel.
and i alwys get th beatings.

well,no one'll understand.
cos u'll never get scolded a vixen,asshole,faggart by your own sister.
but i did.
and it aint one time.
it's many a time.

sometimes enough is enough.
my tolerance is limited.

life's better now,cos im gna ignore her till she apologies.
and since she's ignoring me too,im free from th vulgarities.

see? life really aint worth living on.
you think thr'll be people around you,but when you look around,you realise youre all alone.
yes,tt's what im feeling now. all alone.

yesterday was a bad day.
i made a fool of myself during chem prac.
being freaked out on seeing no flame of the bunsen burner and being a fool by shouting and screaming tt my bunsen burner is spoilt totally made me seem lk an idiot.
for goodness sake,tt bunsen burner wasnt lit up yet,so obviously there was no flame- Mr Wong.
ahh,and he said this was th funniest thing he ever saw.
BLUSHED. ahh,no face alrd.

and i went to th wrong venue for my swimming training. damns and made a big round by bus.
how i wish to own a hot pink sports car now. to zoom me whereever i want to go.

oh. and at th pool. i got laughed and smirked at by three guys.
they were prolly laughing at how ugly i look,or something.
sighs. looks again.
and im getting demoralized cos of the ugly and disgusting face issue. Again.
i dno why guys lk to laugh at girls for being ugly.

in schl,im laughed at. and when im step out of schl,i get laughed at too.
where can i go,srsly?
heaven?hell?
well,prolly th nicest and safest place.

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