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retarddxx
Laoma.Panyin
Retardgirl#1.VengYi
Retardgirl#2.YingTing
Retardgirl#3.Michelle
ToiletBowl.DengYin.
Cousin.GarYim
Adna
Yanni
&myself;ancestorCAS.

Bimbotic Diamonds<3
D-lock;ZhengYang
I-lock;Jonathan
A-key;Peishi
M-key;ME!
O-key;siewlin
N-key;Veron
D-key;Charlene

SSAQT,swimmers,
Jerome kor
Mathew ShuaiGe
Weipei
Jialong
Wilson
Simon
-although we have gone separate ways, i'll never forget all of you.

Thursday, April 2, 2009

i broke down.
sorry i couldnt take th sorrow anymore.
it's breathing down my throat that i cant take the strangle no more.

my life sucks.
i have no friends.
my singing career has ended.
and so has my swimming career.
my results are lk shit.
and i've no one who cares for me.

i guess even when i die,noone would know. let alone feel any loss.

today. after tt bus trip. i realise i cant even count how many friends i have using the ten fingers. and it's not cos i need to use my toes. it's cos i cant even lift one finger up and proudly say i have ONE friend.
cos in fact,i have none.

i saw how friends betrayed me.
how friends ostracised me.
how friends bullied me.
how friends order me around lk a maid.

i thought diamond would be there for me.
but i was wrong.
Cry,
cry and it'll be over.
really?

i attempted suicide today.
the cars were driving past.
and i took a step forward.
after thinking how much i wanted to tell him ILOVEHIM,before i die.
i realised how much stuff i need to do before i die.

i want to tell the friends i love,how much they meant to me. and tks for all they've done.
i want to tell my family that they are the best.
i wanted to tell him, that i really love him. and it was my fault for not treasuring him. ILY. yes,tt three words.

i havent seen him for two days. i miss him. but i force myself not to turn and look for him. i dont wanna be a burden to him. i want him to be happy.

sighs.
dont wanna go to schl...

i turned back hoping to find someone beside me,but what was left,was only my shadow.

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