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retarddxx
Laoma.Panyin
Retardgirl#1.VengYi
Retardgirl#2.YingTing
Retardgirl#3.Michelle
ToiletBowl.DengYin.
Cousin.GarYim
Adna
Yanni
&myself;ancestorCAS.

Bimbotic Diamonds<3
D-lock;ZhengYang
I-lock;Jonathan
A-key;Peishi
M-key;ME!
O-key;siewlin
N-key;Veron
D-key;Charlene

SSAQT,swimmers,
Jerome kor
Mathew ShuaiGe
Weipei
Jialong
Wilson
Simon
-although we have gone separate ways, i'll never forget all of you.

Friday, March 20, 2009

it was until today tt i realised i have nothng in th world.
all my friends left me. and i only realised today. tt i was so disliked.
yeah,it's no wonder,since ive rly no looks and character.

but why hurt me. lk tt.
yting left me,cos she's going poly (thou im freaking happy to see her in schl today ;D)
garyim left me,we've become so so distant. i no longer feel she treats me as a friend now.
and all my choir buddies who i thot would rly stick by me.
but why,why must it seem tt i dont mean anythng to you guys.
i saw how happy you guys were when you're with th jnrs.
and when i tried to talk to you,you dont really seem interested.
then when i went to find you guys,it's lk you dint even look up to say hello. or at least smile. or at least look up.
i realise how lil i mean to you.
and you. i rly treated you lk one of my best friends.
yet,you could tell me to stop treating you nicely,cos you aint gonna reciprocate it.
true friends care for each other not expecting anythng in return.
but what did i get from caring?
a final statement concluding: i only care for th jnrs,so there's no point in treating me nice,cos im not gonna appreciate it.
fine. noone freaking cares.
sigh. yet another lonely birthday. without anyone to share with me.
i was foolish and naive to think that even without him,i could have friends who would care for me.
but perhaps,i was stupidly wrong.

just lk what garyim says,friends come and go.
you wont have friends with you forever.

but i thank those who rly did care for me.
or at least showed it.

i hate birthdays. cos i alwys spend it alone D:

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