Monster War.

Loves.

retarddxx
Laoma.Panyin
Retardgirl#1.VengYi
Retardgirl#2.YingTing
Retardgirl#3.Michelle
ToiletBowl.DengYin.
Cousin.GarYim
Adna
Yanni
&myself;ancestorCAS.

Bimbotic Diamonds<3
D-lock;ZhengYang
I-lock;Jonathan
A-key;Peishi
M-key;ME!
O-key;siewlin
N-key;Veron
D-key;Charlene

SSAQT,swimmers,
Jerome kor
Mathew ShuaiGe
Weipei
Jialong
Wilson
Simon
-although we have gone separate ways, i'll never forget all of you.

Friday, January 2, 2009

my dad's bday is yest.
&in order to not let my parents worry,i successfully refrained myself from sms-ing him till 10 o clock at night.
i still dont understand why i have to be left in such a pathetic state. is it a crime to love someone so deeply?

he promised so much. he even thought of marriage.
at least,th very least,can you stop ignoring me?
am i such a nuisance? why must you say tt im irritating you? why cant i sms you just ONCE a day?

i reflected much.
just lk what 李景枚(i dont know her name) in 心花朵朵开 said: when you've found that th guy infront of you is t perfect and right one,cherish him,or else it will be too late.
it's my fault.
if i had treasured him and loved him more,all this would not have happened.
even my 16 A4 pages long love letter cant do t trick.
(it's handwritten and full of love,yknow?)
but,he rejected it straight.
th letter,th present,and my love.

shld i continue to love a guy who dont love me back?
a billion billion people told me,NO.
but my heart keeps on saying: go on,and you'll one day,touch him with your love.
shld i perhaps follow my heart,or heck it,and rip it into pieces?
ohwells,my heart has long been torn,without anyone to mend.

2009 is here. everyone sent me sms-es praying for my wish to come true. and here's my wish,would you guys pls pls help me fulfil this 2009 wish? I WISH THAT WE WOULD BE TGT AGAIN.
i pray and hope and wish that my wish would come true,will you guys be praying with me?
(hey girls outt there,dont grab him before i do,yeah?,then you'll be able to help me fulfil my wish!)

i really really really love him. i cant forget him. i miss him. i want him. pls. :{

Labels: my wish is to be tgt with him ♥