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Friday, December 26, 2008

i have to blog about this,cos it's pushing my heart down to th bottom,that i can no longer take it anymore.

i tried to divert my attention to other stuff,but failed to stop those tears from falling again. i mopped th floor,only to find myself mopping those salty tears.

i hate myself,for trusting in guys yet and again. and yes,i placed all my love on him. i thought he would be t last guy who would bring me happiness. i thought he would be t guy i would live with forever. maybe i was too naive. i thought he was t only guy who was different from t rest. yet,he was t one who broke my heart t most.
i tried to hate him,only finding myself falling deeply in love with him again.

am i doing t right thing?

is love wrong?

why must you give me all those promises,yet breaking all of them one by one?
i shall tell t whole entire world what promises you had made to me,to decieve me into beliveing you.

"i promise to hold on to you"
"i promise i will give you time to trust me,till then,i will wait."
"i promise i will only have one girl in my life,and that's you"
"i promise that staying by my side thru thick and thin,i am happy le"
"i wont let go of you no matter what"
"i promise i wont be affected by anyone,our love wont be affected."
"i promise i will wait for you to love me"
"i promise i will always be yours"
"i promise to be loyal to you,even after you COME BACK FROM HK"
"i promise to be your laogong,even when you are back"
"i promise that you are everything to me"
"i promise to stay with you together,till the end of time"
"今天看到你哭，让老公下定决心要永远在你身边照顾你。"
"i will be your husband forever."
"i cant live without you"
"i will always be there for you even when no one care about you"
"i promise i will love you forever,and no other girl will replace you"

they were all lies,lies that have shattered my heart into pieces. why did i stupidly choose to trust all of them? ]
i am deeply hurt.
ask me to forget him,i will say i cannot.
ask me to love him,and i say i will forever.
ask me to make him love me back,things are gone forever.

he has clearly said: "i dont love you!"

D: pineapple,thanks f breaking my heart.

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