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Wednesday, December 10, 2008 choir camp was yest! and todayy... But as you can see,im back at home. which means i dint stay overnight. it's overall fun,but boring without t company. yeah,i've absolutely no friends in choir. and even if i had,they were overseas. okay,there was char with me. but what good did it have,when she was already surrounded by a bunch of juniors calling for her when we reached. when i entered t dawningly cold school,i felt lk i was totally ignored . i felt lonely. i felt lk t whole world has turned their backs on me. yes,i felt horribly terrible. PS:i am a loner,with no friends. t juniors in choir prolly hated me,cos in their minds,im just tt irritating and no-brains and alwys-outta-tune senior. i hate myself f being so hated. oh,we had friendship dance. As we *_* to t left, as we *_* to t right, as we *_*, as we *_*, as we *_* all night. With a heel and a toe, and a half turn around, with a heel and a toe, and a new friend found. oh,it feels weird lk holding hands with t guys in choir. i shall briefly talk about some really funnaye people,i thought they were funny. esp mingjun who lk totally grabbed girls' hands. gawds i saw pek khoon lk almost fly off t ground,when we turned. oh when it was my turn,he actually asked me!:"may i hold your hand?" OMFG. i was rly stunned f a moment. oh and t sec1s. they're cute! and shy! hahh. reminds me when i was a sec1. and my snrs snrs! they're back. and still as cheerful as ever. it seems lk dancing t whole dance again four years ago with t same senior. and zhenkai,was lk "Be careful of t fire!" "Move t th right!" yeah,imiss my snrs. [oh yeah,zhihui's hands werent as sweaty as i thought:}] :{ if only,my buddies could come back, then there was ELOPE! and all tks t th jnrs' cheeky ideas,they cut me and jonneh! gawds. i swear we ran lk countless of times,before we could get back t th circle! but it was fun! and i won nearly all t scissors paper stones! :D and cos i was impatient and a lil excited,i ran faster than usual,and pulling jonneh's hands away from mine. so he kept reminding me about it! i was lucky i dint have t do th pole dance punishment! oh and t jnrs' performance could have been better though! germ forgot t ask US t grade them! PS:buffet aint as nice. we threw away lots of food. okay,9pm the hidden floor movie. and im still freaked now. 10pm home sweet home. it's my last choir camp,if only more people were here with me. i felt so dispaired,demoralized,ostracised,left out,lonely,and Depressed. |
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